Eyeball (elementeyeball) wrote,

wings twitch

So odd to be... fragile, and afraid, and empty. I used to be none of these things, but nervous, and irritated, and energetic... and maybe spread thin, and a "dilletante" - but not empty. Merely using the energy of youth to pack fuckingeverythingintoeveryday. And now, energy, yeah right?!

starting and then stopping
taking off and landing
the emptiest of feelings
disappointed people
clinging onto bottles
when it comes it's so-so
let down & hanging around
cushed like a bug in the ground_(Radiohead)

He says he doesn't want to feel like he's my dad or something.... if you don't want to feel like you're my parent, then stop fucking lecturing me like one
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